life without computer in Sweden is f**king boring! last time, My suggested me borrow some book from library, and I did so. but when I get further into the book, I found some problems with not only the vocabulery, but the culture. finally I gave up! then I arranged everything for myself. going to swim, chatting with friend, taking a walk with friend, also taking some cigar when I feel really boring.
this week we started to another project to build a website selling things. without computer, I have no task but hanging around. haha, but I named our project called sobao, which is from sohu and taobao, two big websites in china.
it's been a long time for me that I haven't made a call to my parents, and I missed them very much. yesterday, I made a call elder brother, and he was at home, I felt jealous of him somehow. and today a friend of mine showed me a picture of our hometown, and this really made me home sick!
maybe I have too much thinking without computer. one thought always appeared in my mind these days is that which is more important in your life, money or friendship? yes, in sweden, u can make money easilier than in china, but I will lost a lot of dear friend if I stay here. but it's just a thought, whether I can work and live in sweden is still a problem, but I hope I can work here for some years, anyway, it's easy and convience to live here.
yesterday, I sweared to myself that I must be activity from now on, I found I become more and more lazy since I came here, maybe it's due to sweden is a convience country to live in, people here don't need to worry about their life.
yes, I will get more lazy if I am lazy, it's a bad habit.
wake up now!!!
Shame on you Alex! Fiving up with really trying much! Sure the culture is hard to understand but you must get more knowledge about things first. Life is always a struggle. Don't give up yet, just go back and ask if there is some books explaining swedish culture.